Thirsty Thursdays

To bad this couldn't be a TV video short.

I was washing dishes in the bathroom..because its closer than the kitchen and a few of my floormates and a friend barge in-- P-A-Phi has their rush party today--Jon comes barging in telling me how drunk he is and how two of our other friends hooked him up...exciting news isnt it? Normally hes pretty quiet but as a drunk he seems pretty much the same but a tad bit more outgoing. A few seconds later Adam barges in and then Tony(a girl) tries to come into the mens bathroom also. Adam tries to push her out while Jon is telling her how she has no balls and therefore cant get into the bathroom. I continue to wash my dishes as sam's roomate comes in complaining how sam is barfing on the floor. He leaves the room and my floormate dressed as a cowboy runs in looking for sam. I finish my dishes and leave.

Do I ever get jealous or miss this? I sometimes ask myself...the answer is actually no. I try to think of myself as a long term economist where I know that God has a plan for me later somewhere in my life. I guess I just expect him to have a better path for me. Is that so wrong to expect something from God? For some weird reason expecting things from God seems so wrong to me.

When I abstain from worldly pleasures whether its lust or "breaking the law" by drinking or whatnot. Amazing things seem to happen. I feel like God gives me opportunities and when I take them I'm taking the path that he wants me to. I'm concerned about myself but also my peers.

Someone tried to explain how vicodin feels to me today. She asked if I ever got high...I said no...If I ever got Drunk...I said no. She finally related it to Food coma, something that I have plenty experience in. I want to help people realize that Christians are fun people too. You dont need drugs or alcohol to have fun. I think thats my goal...

I just got a Aim message. One of my christian friends is drunk.

Psi Chi has a party tomorrow. I'll go with her. I would hate to see her get drunk again. We are Christians we are supposed to be different.

I decided to type this whole post without my glasses.The world seems to be so much nicer when I cant see.